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- J1 This week was horrible. I completely let myself be carried away by passions. Whether it was the passion for drinking that awakened the passion for pornography. So I fell for both counts. The main problem is alcohol (the breakdown with pornography is only the consequence, because the days after I have really drank too much my sexual drive is at its maximum).
However, I had held up superbly well, I had managed to abstain from alcohol for 201 days. However, I broke down during the Easter feast. It was Orthodox Easter Sunday this year which took place a week after Catholic Easter.
The priest wanted to make a toast. Except that near my table there was only Coca-Cola as the only non-alcoholic drinks. Which I absolutely don't like. So I had a glass of wine (serious mistakes). Then I couldn't help but stop drinking, which was catastrophic.
But the worst thing is that it gave me back the taste. In the sense that I felt this unhealthy pleasure from the effects of alcohol and especially from being at the limit of what I can bear. That's my problem above all, is that I can't drink moderately, I want to prolong the effects of alcohol to the bearable limit, in the sense that I'm not too sick the next morning. Which means that I drink unreasonably again almost every day.
So there you have it, I have the impression of a big regression where everything I had gained has just been lost in a few days. I'm trying to get back into abstinence, but it's very difficult.New rank achieved: Recruit - J1 I came across a rag who dragged me in, a big wanker (who has 2 daughters and a wife) who got fired from his job and who invented an imaginary illness, fed up with these alcoholics...
In the end it got out of hand and we almost came to blows...
Celibacy + alcohol = DangerStarted on 07/06/2026 à 00h00New rank achieved: RecruitGoal set: 21 days - J44 I'm leaving soon for a short stay in the mountains, just to take my mind off things, I'll try to check in more often haha
It's a maximum stay of 5 months, I'll see how long I can stay without too much technologyNew rank achieved: Warrant Officer - J30 Everything is going well and new goal in sightNew rank achieved: Chief SergeantNew goal: 90 days
- J131 Since I quit alcohol things are much better in my life.
Already, I finally have a stable job that will allow me to put money aside and finally leave my parents' house (but also have a little something for my retirement). I have better sleep which allows me to concentrate better at work.
I can manage my morale better even in the face of a hard blow.
I am able to do more things that I really enjoy and that enrich me: Like going to the cinema, reading books (and not just novels) and writing which is my hobby.
Before, when I “relaxed” under the influence of alcohol, I watched series that were mind-numbing and especially not suited to my age (like series for kids).
Anyway, alcohol is a tranquilizer that makes you believe you can cope with things instead of actually doing it. When you actually face them for real, the beginning is always difficult and you think a little pick-me-up will help. This is false! It doesn't take this kind of pick-me-up, but keep fighting until you see the end of the tunnel and you will eventually see it.
In the end you will be more fulfilled and happier than if you had taken this anesthetic. In any case, that's what I will tell my future children, I don't intend to hide anything from them about my past addiction. - J21 Quitting addiction with the Lord Jesus Christ is the best thing I could have done! AVE AVE CHRISTUS REX! Good luck to you
Edited 4 months agoNew rank achieved: Sergeant - J16 Ah the tremors in my hands are coming back in force, I feel irritated by everyone, I'm going to lock myself in my house for 2 days, it will do me good, if you have any other advice to give me I'm all earsNew rank achieved: Chief Corporal
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